Watch you go

I move my mouse to your name, but yet i'm so reluctant to just give it a click.

In everything you are

When you're gone.

This week is, suck-ish. So many things that i prayed hard not to happen, happened. And whatever the case, i've hurt many. There's so many things i wish i could say, i want to say, but nothing comes out of it. I hate myself for not being able to express myself properly to others, especially when its you. I hate myself for not being able to understand, so many things others are trying to comprehend to me. I hate myself for not being compassionate, for not being able to comply to you. I hate myself for not being able to face up to reality.

What else can life have in stalk for me? Being down is already bad enough. Fever, a really bad throat, cough. So much to worry about, so much to do. Ah, i just need someone to tell me the right way of everything, so that everything will just fall into place again. Fuck. How much i hate life.

All the hours that was spent in the past, worrying about a thing that didn't last.

You still shine, like a pink lava lamp.

Lets start giving

Woah. This weekends passed super quickly.

Anyway, catch the hope for Haiti video. Its super heartwarming.

*melts*

It doesn't feel like there's school tomorrow. Weekends were good. Many thanks to Daddy, Mummy, Amanda, AmandaWong, Beitriss, Brenice, Basil, Benjamin, Jeremy, Jiaji for the wonderful birthday surprise and presents! ;D Esp Ben and Jer! My parents got a cake alr, and you all rushed all the way back just to get me a cake! Hahah, and yes Amanda! For the capo! :D Thanks y'all.

Weekends studying wasn't successful. LOL. Ohwait, its NEVER successful. I always say i must study and i will, but end up doing something else. And this time, it was a hershey's bar that distracted me! ): Stupid bar of heavenly chocolate! Rawr. Its your fault if i fail my tests! ):

Down with 6tests this week! Ohmygoodness, when i take 7 subjects. *claps* This is going to be a fun week. (:

So not.

& we're living in a world of our own. Just you and me.

To tell you its me. To tell me its you.

Happy New Year! :D

This year's new year doesn't feel new year-ish at all ): Well, i sure did plenty of visiting but ah i don't know. It just doesn't feel right. And school's starting tomorrow. I'm dreading so so so badly to not go back there. I need to catch up in my sleep to take away those eyebags.

Been sleeping around 3am almost everyday! Gamble gamble gamble ): I found my gambling companions already! :D Yesterday was pure awesome! The first new year spent with friends! Steamboat dinner over at my place with Julia, Lydia, Fengjing, Yiping and Rochelle! Hahah. It was pure awesome! Camwhoring was epic. :D HAHAHA. Pictures up soon i guess!

My new year goodies have yet to be cleared! Hahah, anyone wants to come over and help finish them? Text me! :D

" Putting aside those differences and loving them for who they are, wholeheartedly"

Where is this leading us?

I really have no idea.

Cause it seems like a whole new story.

On top of the world

Supppp! :D

Well, i'm sorry for not being able to make it for Yanhan's and Huizhen's birthday! ): Happy Birthday anyway! (: And i hope you all are having fun right now! Apparently, Feb babies are rocking now, causing a hole in my pocket ):

So many people's birthdays ley, including mine. *hinthint* :D

Well, like we finally won a match yesterday. Which felt kinda good. :x Although it wasn't a really beautifully game played, we still felt victory. Which feels superb!! Individual wins games, teamwork wins championships

I like this line, alot. Don't you think it means so much? (:

This sucks. I left my Amaths, Chinese file, Geog and Chem all in school. What a wasted weekend. I can't do any studying. Suck this shitzxzx. Church later, looking forward hahah. And Godsister's birthday too! See! Feb babies bomb alert! :D

Having long talks that last for hours and hours feels damn good. Especially when you get how much a person tries to reach out their best to understand you and you know they are doing it at their best. In fact, they are doing a great job! You know that whenever i feel like the whole world's closing down on me, i'll still have you to count on ;)

We'll take on the city and make it ours.

Seems like somethings just aren't the same

What could i say?

Today sucks. ): Apparently, i skipped the wushu session :/ Recess was pure ._. (insertwordhere) I have no comments. :x After school was alright i guess! Well, at least with people that made me smile. :) I hope we'll be able to get the board done on time, and make Mr Wee happy! Yay! I'll have to go for morning assembly alr, stupid school seriously zzzz. Uniform, PA, hair, don't tell me its books under the tables next. I'll just slap your stupid faces. You and your brilliant ideas.

looks like my blog heading made alot of sense.

Fuck.