Bury or break

Being sick sucks a whole lot.

I thought i was going to die when my temperature hit 39.8 last night.

My throat feels like there's a knife continuously stabbing into it.

My nose is blocked and i can't breathe properly.

Everytime i cough, the knife just stabs harder.

I can feel the world spinning as i spin with it.

):

Someone, save me.

Ooh, you're a stunner.

3 days of pure exhaustion with a capital X.

Ask me how i'm dying.

2ndJune2010

Netball carnival at KLP.

A fun filled experience and it was definitely a great event.

Met new people, made new friends.

Saw how others played on court,

learn from them,

play with new people,

and different positions.

& of course, more sun burn. ):

Jocelyn came over after lunch!

Swam and camwhored.

Pretty tireddddd.

So after she left, knocked out.

3rdJune2010

Universal Studios! :D

We walked for like 12hours,

inclusive of the waiting time and everything.

Was superduperduper tired but ah!

Enjoyed myself super alot.

I'm waiting for the pictures to be up. :D

Trained home at like 10plus,

and stood for the whole train ride.

Goodness me.

4thJune2010

Outing with B'div 2o10.

Awesome dayyy.

Caught shrek4 which is highly recommended.

Its damn cuteeeee!

Bused to whitesands and ate at Sakae Buffet.

;D

Damn highhh wooosh!

Totally crapped super alot and laugh till we almost died.

Which after, Clarice, Rochelle, Jocelyn, Fengjing and Yiping came over!

Gave jocelyn a birthday surprise,

and the cake was darn good.

Played waveboard and ball after that,

& left at around 9.30.

Pretty awesome yay!

Today, woke up with a fever and really bad throats.

):

-

I need you, boo, I gotta see you, boo.
And the hearts all over the world tonight

Say a lil' prayer

You took my heart along with you,

please just keep it there.

Goodnight, one and all.

Please, just cut it out.

I love this, cute isn't it.

<:

Well the weather sucks, pretty bad.

Man, whats happening to this world.

So darn hot, annoying.

Its super humid, like we're all fighting for air.

During training, its much much worst.

Training feels good now,

well its time to be devoted to netball.

Half of my holidays has "netball" written all over it.

Holidays are officially here,

GSS is officially here too!

I've got plenty of things i wanna do,

& i'm gonna get em all done.

Three cheers!

Though there's only probably 1 week of proper holidays,

i'm sure it'll still be fun.

Looking forward to camp, shop, k-box, Uss and Netball carnival.

:D

See, ain't that bad is it?

I want cathecism to resume though,

& hope i'll get a good attachment!

Well, went down for good food this morning.

Caught up with family and saw Samuel.

Hahah, of all places! Kinda awesome isn't it.

Grocery shopping and prolly going down to M'sia later on.

Training tomorrow, yet again.

The weather's still a killer.

Drink more water,

don't fall sick kay.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL.

(:

Yeah like seriously.

I am damn pissed right now,

Save me, someone.

):

Truly, madly, deeply.

Life has been just like that, colourful, enjoyable, fun.

<:

Happenings like Fengjing's 15th,

Althea's celebration today were pure awesome.

Had pretty pretty heaps of fun,

thanks to all yeah.

Results weren't pleasing at all,

but ah whatever. Whats done can't be done,

ohwell, the battle's not over yet.

Training's resumed! :D

& yes i'm kinda happy!

But yet, i'm such a bummer, ):

Went Coach comes, i'll prolly die.

Whooops.

That kinda reminds me of SSS.

Please a million times, i hope i do not get in.

Aww, wake up. you're in.

):

Well,

GOD WORKS MIRACLES :D

So please work one out for me right now!

If only there was an escape to life

School was kinda good i guess.

Debate was pretty awesome, but hell yeah, unfair.

Tsk, its just some stupid activity so whatever!

Great job anyway, 3B! <:

Town-ed after school with Mouk and Mark.

Thanks for making me feel so much better aye!

Especially after the Breezer and food!

Wow, but we're all damn shag, like superduper tired.

So now you think you can just take that attitude of yours out on me?

Ah-hah, you're so not getting anyway with it. Kiss my ass.

Cuz you don't affect me, not anymore.

Throw a pebble, make a wave.

Aww. Today's pretty boring ):

Staying at home the whole day.

Well, aren't they the cutest things.

♥'em.

<:

Getting back results tomorrow,

ohboy. i'm excited for surprises.

Well, lets hope i don't fail badly.

Its too late baby there's no turning around

What is the meaning of life?

you define it.

Pack all your books away, shoo them aside.

Yay, exams are over.

Lets hit alcohol and go crazyy and all drunk!

Got to go to town on Thursday,

and yes. I'm gonna make sure i get everything i want.

Too many, just too many.

Anyone wanna shop?

Leave me a text <:

I need more fun, cuz these fun's not getting me anywhere.

I want to do so many things.

Anyone?

Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.

I'm like going out everyday, & yes thats the way.

Its all going to be over soon,

time will fly ):

SO ANYONE GOT ANY PLANS,

FUN AND CRAZY.

YES PLEASE DO CALL ME UP.

:D

A word in seconds, but it takes a lifetime to prove it.

Hurt.

You're a huge disappointment.

:(

With love

Another week closer to Midyears. Woah, fast ain't it.

Oral's over today and paper one's coming up.

Well, thats 3 papers down! :D

(see, you can look at things in a positive perspective alright~)

This week wasn't as tiring though,

and yes. Three cheers for making it into the Semi finals for the league!

I am damn happy we're finally achieving at least something,

well now that we're in the semi finals, championship here we comeeee :D

Individually we're strong, but as a team, we're stronger.

Make lots of sense, doesn't it?

Well, i'm disappointed with my e-maths and whats not. A maths too. ): Boob.

I need to study harder, hahah. i keep telling myself that,

but nothing ever happens!

& i screwed 2marks of my Bio putting literally enzyme and substrate in!

):

I'm such a noob.

Bio better not disappoint me alright!

Today was kinda good.

Three cheers to ice cream chefs! :D It was way better than good.

Cabbed to Cathecism, yet again.

But today's session was a hell load of fun!

Crapped damn alot.

But its the last till service attachment.

Tsk, but yay! We're going out together! Can't wait yo!

Mughard, Mughard, Mughard.

You! Mughard, understand me?

Yes, Mughard!

:D

Falls right into place, you're all that it takes

School tomorrow! :3

Happy? Not.

New week, new goal.

Wish me luck to stay alive!

Everybody said we'd look cute together

Wow. School's hectic, very hectic.

That sums everything up!

):

Although CCA has stopped, training for me hasn't stopped. Darn, i am so dead. There are matches still to be played,

Bio still to be understood and memorized,

Geography to be read and memorized,

Chemistry to understand and get everything into my frigging brain,

Amath to understand and apply,

Emath to understand Seow's teachings from the start,

English that i've yet to continue practicing also,

and Chinese which I've given up.

Chinese is such a brain/mood killer.

It really kills me badly, well bad enough to leave me with moodswings.

I really hate you, Chinese.

You've done enough hurt.

Hmm, mm. Talk about tests,

i failed Geography, Emaths was alright and screwed my Amaths today.

Biology CA next Wednesday after school. Wow.

I already see FAIL written all over it.

Hmphhh.

Oh did i mention i had CIP today?

It was really fun! Hahah, although damn alot of stupid things happened.

Well singing and dancing, great times :D

So i came home and i saw this toy on my dining table.

I swear its awesome!

Its some soft toy that grows in water!

I got super excited over it, its really damn cool!

The way it grows amazes me!

If only i grew that quickly.

It becomes really heavy after that though.

But still, i can't deny its cute.

<:

You took the fall, & thought of me, above all

Happy Easter! :D

For i am fearfully and wonderfully made, i'll give all glory to you. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins, i love you Jesus and i worship you with all of my heart. ♥

Let me make this clear and straightforward, i do not want to go back to school! Hahah, the weekends were awesome and i so do not want to go back to school. I'm meant to use this weekends to mug for the upcoming common test, and its friggin chinese! I didn't do a thing, yayyyy! <:

Good Friday was good. Mmmm! Tgif with Nicholas and Samantha! :D Pretty good! Caught Diary of a Wimpy Kid too! Heh, it was alright, wasn't that good though :/ Saturday was such a bore. Stayed home the whole afternoon. Well, Ben made it damn fun! You fool, *laughs* <: The new red netball shoes were a disappointment. It isn't as nice as i thought it'd be >: Damn it, Rochelle! you cheat my feelings! I expected it to be much nicer, but it turned out mmm, not very nice. ): Now i need to wait longer to get my shoes!

Today was tiring! I'm kinda wondering if i should kick some chinese's ass. Should i? Crap. I don't feel like it, well then i should listen to my heart shouldn't i? Hahah! *ELIZABETHHH~* Ohyeahbaby! I hear some Magnum calling me! I shall go get it! Yay! It'll go well with my Easter Egg and the Easter goodies! Thanks Kev! <:

You know what, i think i've got to stop the dramas.

you could have picked yourself up,

Life's stupid, just when you think that everything's getting a whole lot better, something has to happen to step on your self esteem and its just so darn hard to get up. Why is life so competitive, some gets the better of it, others get the worst. A better perspective, mmm. Where do i get that from? I don't see any of it coming. I just need to look forward to something, something i want to commit into, something that makes me happy, something that makes me, me. Ohdamnit, is training going to get better from here? Well i hope so. For B'div 11, i will.

Did i mentioned i failed amaths with an 8. Wow, hell yeah. I'm demoralized by that 8. Could have done better, could have done this, could have done that? A little bit too late uh. Somehow, i should just stop getting competitive, i have my own abilities, my own capability, my own character. Why should i let you get me down? Prolly because i thought that i could be was part of your life? Not anymore i guess, its better to count on oneself. You won't get hurt as much. <:

Its just when its times like these, you look at those around you. You would actually know who really cares about you, and loves you for who you are, who cares for you, would take your frowns and turn them upside down. Its nice to know these people, at least i know i'm blessed with friends that actually care. Thank you Lord ♥

But i do all the time

& one week of holiday just flew by! ):

HAPPY 16TH BENJAMIN SOON!

Cake smashing last night was awesome, wasn't it <:

Celebrated Benjamin's 16th! :D Damn damn fun! Hahah. Met Athena, Alistair and Ben plus my sister outside my house. Went down to vivo, Superdog for breakfast/lunch. Its damn gooood. Wahaha. Down to Sentosa and Lugeee! Damn fun, although i've been on it super alot of times already. Hahah. Walked to Palawan beach and caught fish at some place, damn funny! Hahah. Walked back to Siloso and played at the beach! The weather was awesome, wasn't too hot! But we still got a tan! :D Bused all the way to KLP for a movie and bowling. Met Beitriss and Basil there. Watched up in the air, which was damn boring. Hahah, Ben and i did some stupid thing and his heart was beating non stop for 1 whole minute! Hahaha, damn epic! (Inside jokeee) Dinnered, no money to bowl so we played arcade. <:

Going home part was damn stupid. LOL. Everyone's card had like only 1plus inside cuz we used our Ez-link to pay for the entrance to Sentosa. Wanted to take the shuttle bus but the next bus was 30mins. So we decided to take 16 to Bedok and 24 home. While walking out to the bus stop, 16 came. So apparently, i ran for the bus and all the others followed. The bus driver being really nice, stopped for us when the bus stop was around 10m away? We all got on the bus and thought we were damn lucky. After 1min, Ben realized we were heading the wrong direction. Omg, damn stupid. Hahah. So apparently we paid 55cents for half a stupid bus stop. & you hardly run into such nice bus drivers! Tskkk. Damn lol. <: The bus ride home was damn stupid too <: Great dayyyy!

One week and i'm still stuck with my shitload of homework >:

The only exception

SUP'YO! ;D

Today was pretty awesome! Thanks Lydia and Jocelyn for the dayyy! Well, at least i know i've got you people that understand how i feel, and make me feel like someone cares ♥ Lunch was awesome ttm! <:

Well, i surely still miss you, in everything that you are, in everything we were.

No matter what, you still live up right there in my heart.

Things were rough, we chose to take that step.

If i couls bring back time, i would badly want to do that.

But apparently, so many things down; can't find those ups.

There's so many things i want back, i want to say to you,

but i can't bring myself to. Why ):

I don't have the guts, i'm sorry.

Bitchslap!

JULIA.ANG. <:

You are as small as this font you bitch.

I'm doing this cause i've been online practically the whole morning and i really have nothing else to do. & since bitchbfftiny Julia did one for me, this shall go out to her. (I was forced to do this) Teehee, obviously not. No one can force me to do anything, i did it cause i love her! Yayyyy! :D

10 reasons why JULIA ANG is my bbf! (BestBitchFriend) <:

1. She always understands me high or low, deep or wide.

2. She loves to bitch with me and we have loads and hips of fun.

3. We put the world behind us when we're together and forget that its even spinning.

4. We do heaps of crazy and fun stuff you can never think of.

5. When i'm lost (without a gps), she'll come get me. But just not at night, cause she won't be able to see me.

6. I'm TALLER than her and i feel damn good about it.

7. We're going to pia together, through thick and thin for netball and studies.

8. i cannot think of any other reasons cause she's just too awesome for me to even think.

9. I know! She promised me to go get tattoo and helix piercing cause its damn kewl. HAHAHA. (Inside joke)

10. She's really the bestbitchtinynobrainsfreak tweedle-dum friend anyone can ever have.

In conclusion, (just like how i concluded my speech and it became model answer for my class which i still feel super awesome about) JULIA ANG, I FRIGGING LUV YOU. <:

-this is what happens when you're stuck at home with a shitload of homework and nothing else-

& wash away, what i've done

Say helloooooo :D

hiiii.

Today was awesome! I woke up at like 12, finally after so long, i finally had a pretty sleep <: Yay! Camp online, till i saw Athena's facebook status saying she wanted to watch Alice in Wonderland. Talked to her on msn, and called all the others to go catch the 3pm one at Ehub! :D

Met at 2.3o and ran for the 3min bus 5! We missed it but luckily Amanda's friend's father saw us and drove us to ehub! Athena was damn stupid. She dropped $0.50 into the car and she told me it was cheap cab fare! Hahah! How dumb! Bought tickets and went in. The show was rather alright but Athena loved it. Walked to Pasir ris and had frozen yoghurt! Acarde-ed, and Alistair and me finally won Benjamin in Basketball! :D

Bused homeee, and dinner-ed. Whats with the holidays? Phfttt, i'm kinda packed :x I hope my homework load'll be able to clear on Tuesday! *fingers crossed* Julia, you better make Tuesday a good and successful one! :D I want to keep at least a %70 for mid-years! Well, we'll see about that!

I shall go make foood, i'm hungry! :X

Byeeeee!

You're still with me here in my dreams.

Heylooooo :D

.Just came home from Temasek's Carnival with Ryan, Benjamin, Jeremy, Jiaji, Beitriss and Brenice! Fun or what. Hahah, at least it wasn't a wasted Saturday morning. The haunted house was super epic. ._. Hahah. It was damn funny! Contents shall remain unsaid :x Church later, i hope it'll be really good ):

Weiqiang's birthday celebration yesterday. It wasn't that bad uh, it fact it was quite a blast! Lotsa crap. Hahah. Happy Belated birthday anyway! & i hope you enjoyed it.

Lotsa homework,

tell me what does holiday actually mean?

Piak.

This week was really bad. Hmm, mm, many things happened, got really upset. And never in my life i'd been so daring to leave the house :x Guess i just brokedown that night, with too many things bottled up inside of me. ): Life's just like that, i guess? So bothering :/ Phftt.

Love you, only.